a relationship- it's cute, it's smooth, but there is no real connection
Posted by lostremedy15
at 8:54 PM EST
Sunday, 2 November 2003
after all
a relationship- it's cute, it's smooth, but there is no real connection
a relationship- it's cute, it's smooth, but there is no real connection
the end
To an unknown person-
This is only 2 guys that have ever made me cry and you are one of them. I talk shit because this is my guard that you have made me put up. I want nothing more than to just hug you, but us stopping our friendship has made me build up resentment towards you. I thank you for all youve done for me and helped me with as in being a better person, but this is my goodbye for your sake, you wanted it to be this way.
.::*from a journal entry- 10.26.03*::.
To an unknown person-
This is only 2 guys that have ever made me cry and you are one of them. I talk shit because this is my guard that you have made me put up. I want nothing more than to just hug you, but us stopping our friendship has made me build up resentment towards you. I thank you for all youve done for me and helped me with as in being a better person, but this is my goodbye for your sake, you wanted it to be this way.
.::*from a journal entry- 10.26.03*::.
Posted by lostremedy15
at 8:46 PM EST
all the bullshit
as i said before it will always be something or another. i am being made out to be this big bitch who talks shit about everyone. and thats retarted. now if you kno me you would kno that i can come up with something better than just calling people fags, thats my joking way of shit. now give me some credit atleast. lol. but o well. joe kno that i have no problem with you, and if i called you a fag it would be to your face. nick on the other hand that is self explanitory. but whatever. if people dont kno me by now thats fine, but im not goin to be the pussy walking around and sticking up for my self. believe what you want, i dont give a shit anymore. ive got better things to do, even sleeping. and this weekend has been wasted by doing projects. gayness in the anus....LYNDSEY LOO WHO!!! aighty im outta
millie
as i said before it will always be something or another. i am being made out to be this big bitch who talks shit about everyone. and thats retarted. now if you kno me you would kno that i can come up with something better than just calling people fags, thats my joking way of shit. now give me some credit atleast. lol. but o well. joe kno that i have no problem with you, and if i called you a fag it would be to your face. nick on the other hand that is self explanitory. but whatever. if people dont kno me by now thats fine, but im not goin to be the pussy walking around and sticking up for my self. believe what you want, i dont give a shit anymore. ive got better things to do, even sleeping. and this weekend has been wasted by doing projects. gayness in the anus....LYNDSEY LOO WHO!!! aighty im outta
millie
Posted by lostremedy15
at 10:27 AM EST
Thursday, 30 October 2003
10.30.03
Today whats new. Absolutly nothing. i love being at school but it worries me for the fact that i could careless about being home. i have nothing to look forward to now. now my life is school, one project after another. and be happy for me i am quitting smoking. finally. but i am always so exhausted. and i hate it. there is always a new problem. its retarted. i wonder how i kept so many friends with the way i acted in 8th grade. but it doesnt matter. i might go back and dress like that again. i was so sick of the baggy torn pants. but i want them back to embarrass nick. so he can wonder why he was friends with me. haha. it will be funny. after all the pain i was going thru for the past week i think i can finally say its over. the 21st was the first day of the rest of my life. and i am proud to say i am ok. to everyone who thought i would go crazy and have a nervious breakdown. fuck off, cus i am happy. he was the reason i started smoking. but thanx god i cant say he will be the reason i quit. the last 7 or 8 months were hell. and now its all worth it in the end.
love always,
millie
Today whats new. Absolutly nothing. i love being at school but it worries me for the fact that i could careless about being home. i have nothing to look forward to now. now my life is school, one project after another. and be happy for me i am quitting smoking. finally. but i am always so exhausted. and i hate it. there is always a new problem. its retarted. i wonder how i kept so many friends with the way i acted in 8th grade. but it doesnt matter. i might go back and dress like that again. i was so sick of the baggy torn pants. but i want them back to embarrass nick. so he can wonder why he was friends with me. haha. it will be funny. after all the pain i was going thru for the past week i think i can finally say its over. the 21st was the first day of the rest of my life. and i am proud to say i am ok. to everyone who thought i would go crazy and have a nervious breakdown. fuck off, cus i am happy. he was the reason i started smoking. but thanx god i cant say he will be the reason i quit. the last 7 or 8 months were hell. and now its all worth it in the end.
love always,
millie
Posted by lostremedy15
at 6:46 PM EST
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